This is a series of 8X8″ mini paintings (watercolor, woodstain, acrylic,), varnish, rocks, and flowers all covered loosely with sheer fabric that contains recreated drawings from my treatment sketchbooks. I am continuing the idea of a curtain. I have reversed it from previous works where the curtain hid pain and have kept the traumatic moments faint but tried to make them in the forefront as a pleasing part of the whole. I find the works Niki de Saint Phalle encouraging in that as she evolved through her traumas into a more content person her artwork went with it, becoming joyful and bright. Also, Eva Hesse is similar in saying:
“I think art is a total thing. A total person giving a contribution. It is an essence, a soul.. In my inner soul art and life are inseparable.”
Sometimes my art spoke of my feelings when I didn’t know what they were.